It all started March 5th when my dear friend Robby and I were talking, and he is going to Germany for a year, and he asked after August when the next time he would see me would be, and I didn't know the answer to that question. I JUST DIDN'T KNOW! I don't know where I'll be after December. There are a few options open for my life, and it scares the living hell out of me. I could teach in China, I could come back to the U.S. and be an R.D, or I could go to grad school for higher ed.; all of these options are great ones and I would fully glorify Jesus doing. So, I'm not exactly freaking out if I stay in the will of God blah blah, because I fully believe if you are a follower of Him you ALREADY are in His will. Duh. Silly people stressing out if you fall in His will...sometimes you just gotta follow your heart-which is my problem. I'm not sure where my heart is leading me. The big kid world is steadily approaching, and my beautiful little MC walls are slowly falling down around me as I am waking up at 5 most mornings to swim, or run, and as I start to disconnect from people because it simply happens.
I am starting to have more nostalgic moments because I know our times of living in a building with 200 girls I am friends with is coming to an end. I know that my last KT meeting are coming to an end. And, although I am excited to graduate, the reality senior night is about MY PLEDGE CLASS is terrifying. As I sit here with tears streaming down my face from pure emotion over it all, I have nothing else to say but thank you Jesus for letting my heart choose MC, for letting my heart choose KT, and for letting my heart be led to apply to be an RA. Without KT and RA, my college experience would have never been the same.
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| The faithful few who made it to the end! |
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