Iam NOT, but I know,I AM: This is what I did instead of studying..

Well. One week from now I will be DONE with finals and packing up to travel to the beautiful land of Canada. Where I am allowed to use 'eh' and not be looked at (it's December and it's STILL natural.. #youknowyouarepartCanadianwhen)
Let's back it up a little though. I mean it's been a little while. What have I done? Absolutely nothing too astounding. I have not done a dang thing that has been overwhelmingly awesome. And I am ok with that. It makes me remember being in Canada. Nothing super spectacular happened most days. It was simply living life-exactly how my heart wanted it to be. I really learned this summer-but didn't realize until now-that it is ok to go to be sleeping by 11 if you can (and I DO when given the opportunity!) I used to seek for things to do if I didn't have plans. Now I let the plans come to me, or I chill in my room and am genuinely completely content with this lifestyle. I think this is what it is like to be out of college-and I can hardly wait for it!

I have now had 2 dreams about Canada. The first one was about my reuniting with my family up there and I think I blogged about it. I had another last night about my reuniting-just like the first one. However for some reason I hadn't brought the coffee I intend on buying and bringing up there and I know how much J likes coffee. So I remember being really sad about forgetting it; I am now slightly paranoid haha. But if I subconsciously am ready to go back-you can imagine how it is when I am awake. I remember 6 months ago being SO anxious about journeying to the great north because I was so scared that I wouldn't be accepted, or that my family wouldn't be what I wanted them to be or wouldn't like me. Now I am just STRAIGHT UP pumped to see all my Canadian friends, and my oh so wonderful family-whom is not what I could have ever prepared for-but in the best way ever! I am simply anxious about this stupid cold weather up there. I saw that it will get to single digits........and with wind chill-in the negatives. *throws up*. My friend, Em told me that it's so cold that snot freezes in your nose-I will remember to bring ample scarves. So yes-8 days. First thing is first. To get past finals. I will blog about how they all went for sure. If I live to see that far anyways ;) #butreally

So. Legit. Just saying.

I went to this bible study/prayer thingy and it was basically God's provision in a group. They have been praying for a young woman; I have yearned for a group of older (not old-just not 20's) women to do life with weekly and share/pray. Well I went and it's so great! I think some of them are still trying to look past what I physically look like. This is the first time I have personally met and will meet with people who didn't know me before I got my eyebrow pierced. So they only see this crazy hipster looking college girl with 2 facial piercings; what a hethan right?! ;) Ok but really-I can't wait to see how God is going to use my ridiculous hipster college phase of life for Him. I genuinely do want to be used by Him, and desire for every ounce of my being to be His-including this piercing. So-I can't wait to just chill here and watch God use me in ways that I don't even know about. Let's do this.

Oh yea- I dyed my hair with Kendall and later Becca. I was ready for it. It had been almost a year!! That is the longest ever-since I started dying it. So. Here is the picture form of the experience.